"theres always a bigger picture, once you take a step back"
you cant be stuck on
one point in time
one mistake
one bad event
you have to open your eyes and allow yourself to get better.
like are your frikken serious.
i mean, how can a person dwell on something for so long that it delays the rest of their life, social life, academics, friends whatever, who cares.
ok, its fair to say that youre hurting, but hello, EVERYONE WHO'S HELPING YOU ISNT BEING SELFISH, so dont you think that you can be a little appriciative too.
you say, that you dont need our help, but if we all left you, i would dare you to say you didnt care. you say you can handle everything on your own... well, if you were strong enough, you wouldnt BE in this situation now.
you'll never move on if you dont MOVE.
and if you keep telling yourself that you are moving on
well, just as long as its not your denial speaking, then good for you.
but seriously. ive been there. ive told myself so many times that things are ok. that i dont need anyones help. that im strong enough to handle my own problems. and you all know where that got me. yeah
"I know
You really must be so lonely
Puffed up, lookin’ tough, but so phony
You and your boys, you don’t know me
You really wanna hold me show me, homie."
mike shinoda
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anyways.
im moody.
i have my bitch status on.
jockers. go die | 
